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Cronenberg

BY eli V. rahm

What it means to be a border—
there are none. All body,
soaking.


My mouth opens
like a cut. Parting
skin. Pour


your infections
inside. VHS tape
tongue. A fly’s


delicate wings.
There is grace
to this. I am still


learning the slippage.
Throat matted, moss.
If I were to birth


an excess, would they
have your eyes?
What’s inside


is outside.
All organs, gifts
for the air


around me. Like my car,
masturbating
the street corner.


Hitting the curb is gay
culture, much like stitches.
Like fucking


an open
wound. Key

to ignition.


My stomach heaves,
and you let me,
writhing a new


benevolent
trauma. I have all
I have ever


needed, inside
this body.









Eli V. Rahm (they/them) is a queer writer from Virginia. Eli is the recipient of the 2023 Mary Roberts Rinehart Poetry Award and the 2020 Joseph A. Lohman III Award in Poetry. Their work is featured or forthcoming in Door is a Jar, Passages North, Bellingham Review,The Cortland Review, The Academy of American Poets, among others. You can find them at https://elisaurus.carrd.co/

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