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Scraped

By Jessica L. Walsh

In truth   in bodily fact

  I gave up my heart for her

   carved and scooped   my center

left chest    the way we empty

   pumpkins when Hades pushes them

up to us    their orange blazing

   runway lights    for Persephone

            

I hollowed   then lined my ribs

    with mosses of the northern forests

      driftwood twigs worn smooth

  by inland seas    made a cradle

open to the sky    curtained with hair

I grew long and longer    and there

I placed her in the den of my chest

 

My neck grew crooked

   from looking at her    from days

     gathering grasses     trinkets

I could tuck around her

At night before we slept

  I unwove my tangled hair

from her fingers   then woke

to find her grasping it again

 

And when she grew    too large

  for my chest    when she clambered

    free   she lived there still

a small doll of herself     only

I can see     sleeping inside me

like a heart


Jessica L. Walsh is the author two poetry collections, The List of Last Tries and How to Break My Neck, as well as two chapbooks. Her work has appeared in RHINO, Tinderbox, Rogue Agent, Whale Road Review, and more. She is a very amateur archer and an English professor at a community college outside of Chicago.

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